Mom saw it and said, “Put it on if you want to. Just make sure it’s a choice, not armor.”
I held it for a second.
Then I folded it and left it on the counter.
I looked at myself in the mirror.
“I’m going back in.”
“Why?”
“Because Madison said my name like I wasn’t in the room.”
Mom’s voice warmed. “Then go take your place in the room.”
***
The lights dimmed as I returned.
The slideshow began with weddings, babies, dogs, promotions, and smiling vacation photos. People clapped and laughed.
“Then go take your place in the room.”
Then my slide appeared.
EVA.
A photo of me in Chicago filled the screen. I was standing with my team after a campaign launch, smiling with my arm around a younger coworker.
Under it were the words: Marketing Director. Community Mentor. Chicago.
People clapped.
Brielle leaned forward. “Who’s that?”
Then my slide appeared.
Ashley stared. “The woman that was sitting with us, no?”
Madison barely looked up from her phone.
Then the music cut off.
A grainy hallway video appeared.
Blue lockers. Dirty floor. Fluorescent lights.
Then sixteen-year-old me appeared on the screen, clutching my books.
Madison barely looked up from her phone.
Teenage Madison’s voice rang through the speakers.
“Careful, everyone. The before picture is trying to walk.”
Someone laughed in the video.
My books hit the floor.
The girl on the screen dropped to her knees so fast that it looked like she was apologizing for existing.
The ballroom went silent.
Madison laughed once.
No one joined her.
Someone laughed in the video.
The organizer rushed toward the laptop. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t realize…”
“Leave it up,” I said.
Everyone turned.
I walked toward the screen.
“I want everyone to look at her for a second.”
No one moved.
“Leave it up.”
“She spent four years trying to disappear,” I said. “She changed how she walked, how she laughed, and how she answered questions in class. She learned which halls to avoid and which girls could ruin her day with one look.”
Madison’s face went pale.
I turned to her.
