When summer finally ended, I volunteered to drive up and bring Sophie home.
I left before sunrise.
About forty minutes from the resort, I stopped for gas and called her.
“I’m almost there, honey.”
“Okay.”
Then she hesitated.
“Mom, when you get here, can you wait outside the employee building?”
I frowned.
“Why?”
“Just don’t come inside.”
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing.”
Her answer came too quickly.
“It’s just easier if I come out to you.”
“Sophie, is something wrong?”
“No. Nothing’s wrong. I just want to see you.”
I told myself she was simply being nineteen.
Private.
Independent.
Maybe embarrassed by her messy room.
I had no idea how wrong I was.
I arrived at the resort shortly before eleven and parked exactly where Sophie had instructed me.
Beyond the employee building, sunlight glittered across the lake.
I turned off the engine and waited.
Any second now, Sophie would walk through those doors.
My summer of missing her would finally be over.
Then the door opened.
Sophie stepped outside.
And before I even noticed the nervous smile on her face, I noticed what she was carrying.
A baby.
A newborn baby.
For a second, my mind refused to understand what I was seeing.
A diaper bag hung naturally from Sophie’s shoulder.
She held the tiny infant against her chest with the comfortable confidence of someone who had done it many times before.
I slowly climbed out of the car.
“Sophie?”
“Hi, Mom.”
Her voice sounded small.
Almost rehearsed.
The baby couldn’t have been more than a few weeks old.
I stared at my daughter.
Then at the child.
Then back at Sophie.
“Whose baby is that?”
Instead of answering, Sophie looked down at the infant.
“Can we get in the car first?”
“Sophie.”
My heart was pounding now.
“Are we taking this baby somewhere? To her family? A hospital?”
She shook her head.
“Then why are you holding her?”
Sophie pulled the newborn closer.
Finally, she looked directly at me.
“Mom… she’s mine now.”
For several seconds, every rational thought disappeared.
I had video-called Sophie almost every night.
I had seen her body throughout the summer.
