Other days, I wondered how I was supposed to keep doing this for years.
But Vicky was my sister.
She was the only family I had left.
So I did what I had to do.
Then Aunt Denise and her husband, Howard, appeared.
They hadn’t visited us in years.
Before our parents died, I could go months without hearing from Denise.
But suddenly, after the funeral, they were everywhere.
They wanted guardianship of Vicky.
Then they started talking about adoption.
Denise sat across from me one afternoon, wearing an expensive coat and speaking in the soft, reassuring voice she seemed to reserve for other people’s children.
“You’re nineteen,” she told me.
“Go enjoy your life. Let the grown-ups raise her.”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
“I’m not giving Vicky away,” I said.
Denise smiled as though I were a stubborn child refusing to understand what was best for him.
“You don’t know what you’re doing, Michael.”
I did know.
I knew Vicky needed someone who wouldn’t disappear.
I knew she had already lost both parents.
And I knew I wasn’t going to let her lose her brother too.
After I refused, the complaints began.
Child services started receiving reports about me.
Denise claimed I left Vicky home alone.
She claimed I barely fed her.
She said I had a temper and frightened my sister.
Every accusation brought another inspection.
Every inspection meant another person walking into our home and looking at the life I had been desperately trying to hold together.
One afternoon, a child-services worker stood in my kitchen and opened the refrigerator.
Inside were milk, eggs, yogurt, apples, leftovers, and three lunches I had already packed for Vicky.
Everything was organized.
Everything she needed was there.
Still, it was the third complaint in five weeks.
I stood there wondering whether everything I had sacrificed since my parents died still wasn’t enough.
I had given up college.
I was working two jobs.
I was raising a seven-year-old.
And somehow, I was still being treated as though I were the problem.
Temporary guardianship had been approved, but Denise and Howard wanted permanent guardianship.
Then they started talking openly about adoption.
Denise even began acting as though Vicky already belonged to her.
One afternoon, she arrived with an expensive coat and a pink jacket for my sister.
She smiled and called herself “Mommy Denise.”
Vicky didn’t like it.
